LIKEWOAAAAAAAAAAAHH!

i spent my day doing some spanish tests, packing, reading, talking, laughing, taking photos (still lost the lead!), went to pick my sister up with the dog then walked back to the new house. :)

i had no school, simply because i just didn't, it wasn't shut though.  i just got lucky. :D

these spanish tests aren't really hard i've just forgotten a load of it and i need to start working on it again for the GCSE at the end of the year.

year eight and the stress of a GCSE.  funnnnnn. :/  there all 17+ too.  even funnerrrrrrrr. :/

anyway, i have to get back to packing some more and the spanish.  i'll post later again for an updateeeeeee. :)

FRIENDLINGS. ♥

i'd like to dedicate this post to some very very very special people that have been so amazing and just ... there for me whatever the situation.


emily- i miss your cute little smile, and the way you look so damn gorgeous in your glasses and your makeup done all pretty.  i love your hair, it always looks amazing even if you just leave it.
your such an amazing person and i don't think you see this.  your so beautiful and lots of people love you.  you may think life's unfair, but never forget: everything happens for a reason.
all those people may leave, but they will always love you.  ♥


maz-  okay, so never really met you, but here goes...  i met you through emily (the amazing emily govier, you know her right? ;))  we argued alot at first, and we never got on (nikki&marriane ;P) but now were amazingly bestie friendlings.
i feel like i can talk to you about almost everything and you won't judge me.  i feel like your kind of my diary, i love you lots too.  and you have the most beautiful eyes, and your smile is not gay.  ♥


annie- okay, so you probably still hate me atm but i just want you to know i'm still here for you.
liptrot, oh god we've never laughed so hard, and cowgill!  that was such an amazing night; it was the night of revolution me thinks.  you made me face my fears, i told you lots of things not many people know about me.  we discovered blogging together, and when your heart iced over i was always going to be the one to stand by you.  even if everyone else left, i would still be with you.  maybe not in person, but definitely in your soul.
i love you so so much, and i hope we can resolve what happened soon.  why don't we forget opinions and go and run over danny martin instead? ;)  ♥


emma-  we've had our ups and downs, there was a point where things got in the way and we almost lost everything we had with annie and eachother, even though we weren't so close to start with.
i feel like it's brought us closer, but now we've drifted apart.  still here for you, as mabel says: Once a friend, always a friend.  ♥


if i missed you out i didn't feel like there was something major important to write about.
i love you anyway, but i just need these guys to know some of the things i feel for them.
they don't know how insane i would be without them, maybe even more insane than i am when i'm with them... ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

DRIFTWOODHASAMEANING.

drifting, drifting, drifting...

never settling, always drifting.

never feeling, never seeing.

never stopping, never knowing.

always drifting...

SELFCONTROLNEEDED.

okay, so today i totally lost it.  i don't just mean a little like i usually do.
i mean alot....  read on if you care.


well, as some of you know i hang out at K Block, which is where the rest of my friends hang aswell.
mabel, one of my dearest friends though i'm not quite sure if she's talking to me or not at the moment, has a boyfriend.  stefan.  who i totally and completely hate and have since year two.
he totally gets on my nerves and he calls me  a bitch and he kicks me sometimes.  i totally lost it with him today.


he was getting on my nerves, just being a general nuisance, so i grabbed his tie and told him to quit it.  yeah, he didn't quit it.
so i started hitting him and kicking him wherever i could, then he started crying.  then i just walked out, i was shaking but you couldn't tell.
i've never been in a real big fight before and i didn't regret one minute of it.  i don't know who's gonna talk to me at school now; because stefan cried and so mabel started crying.
everyone was coming up to me saying "why did you make mabel cry?" "you tight bitch" "you deserve to rot in hell".  like i cared about the comments, i mean come on, really.  i live in hell you stupid bitches.  i never got called out of class so i don't know if stefan told anyone yet, but if he does tomorrow then i'm not quite sure what i'll say.  is it honesty is the best policy, or is that a load of crap?


also, the woman from student support called mrs. hindley called me in today.  she showed me round this website which is for online counselling.  i mean, come on, my parents only split up it's not like anyone died.
it's kindof weird, because i never really talked to some stranger about how i was feeling.  i might not aswell.  it's too weird and they'll be too nosy about everything.
she was only trying to help though so i might give it a go.


this is the first long post i've posted in ages, sorry to have to unload all that crap but seriously guys, i need somewhere to store it.  thanks for listening to me rant on and on. :)




how was your day? :) xxx

my version :D

oh nikky your so fine, your so fine you blow my mind hey nikky, hey hey hey nikky. ;)

-look of horror!-

y'know how i said i was gonna post some photos later?  well i lost my camera lead... :|     i'm so gutted, i took some photos but i can't put them on cuz of the lost lead.  i looked everywhere and i just can't find it!
devestated.....




update:  
mood: happy. :)
news of the day: i got took to exclusion {isolation} for "bullying" someone i didn't even bully. :|
photo of the day: the lead is lost. :'(
song of the day: crazier - taylor swift.




kthxbai ;)

update

ummm, nothing really to write today.  i have alot of packing today so i might take some photos and things.

maybe post later?   muah x

back to the olden days...

i found some old photographs today, so i decided to take photos of them on my digital camera and put them on here cuz the ones of my sister are quite cute. :)

this is my sister, not quite sure what year. :)

this is me and my sister, i'm on the left.  not quite sure what year either. :)

and this is my sister again, she was the cuter one.  again, not sure what year but i think it was before primary school? :)

and this was definitely in nursery/reception.  cute though isn't it? :)

today was quite fun, took lots of photographs, made a few memories with my sister.

and got laughed at by maz cuz of my accent? ha.

i had to carry loads of boxes, so now my back's in agony.  atleast i have no PE tomorrow, which would of been volleyball or something outside i think. :(