GOODBYEBEFOREWE'VEEVENMET.

thinking about stopping blogging, or making a new blog or something.  this one seems kinda wasted with time.  if those are the right words.  not sure they are since i've only wrote fiftyone (now fiftytwo) posts and haven't had this post for even a year.  but you understand, right?  i might make an anonymous blog.  not tell anyone the link.  people can follow if they stumble across it, but i won't be giving out a link.  it might work, i guess.
i'm not into fashion or anything, my passion is music.  but maybe i'll continue a little like this.  only less information about myself.  and names.  that way noone can see what i write and my friends will never know my true feelings, like what this blog has done to me.  some pretty bad things have happened over here since i made my blog.  one of my friends has stopped blogging again for a while.  another girl i thought i knew deleted her blog.  not sure if she'll still come to this blog or not.  who knows.  the friend might, but i won't give her the link either.  i want this one to be au natural nikky.  not have anyone that knows me commenting.  just people that understand that i don't want people i know reading my personal things.
it's one of my fears.  for them to find out too much and go off me, which i guess might have happened, oh well.  like i care now.  but someone very dear to me.  like daniel, my shitty posts on here i wouldn't want him to read.  some of them are so full of hate.  and i hate that.  ha, i just used a word i don't like using in places like this.  but that's off subject.
if i do start a new blog, what kind of things would you want me to write?  maybe my day in someone elses point of view.  maybe what i look like from the outside looking in.  maybe that's a good idea.  maybe not.
maybe i'll just give it a go and see how it turns out.  thank you for reading all of my posts.  it was lovely to meet you all. (L)